Crying Because You Don't Know Me

Arella, you don't know me.
You don't know me at all.
I don't blame you, they took away your heart.
Your locked up heart must be crying.
The current you have got no romantic feelings whatsoever towards me at all.
I've done my best, I've exhausted my fragile heart which I managed to protect all this while.
I've kept it safe for you.
But she doesn't want it.
I look at her with such longing eyes and she looks away, doesn't even look me in the eye.
I'm not worth her affections, I take up no place in her heart.
To her, everything else matters more than I do.
But its alright, I'll carry on with life while watching over your back.
Like how you used to watch over me, protect me and sacrificed yourself for me.
You were always the older and more matured one.
Even now, when the mortal me is supposed to be older than the mortal you.
I still cling on to you like in the old days.
You unconsciously know me, but your mind refuses to listen.
I'll always protect you even if you won't love me back.
Until the day when I finally die of grief when you are called someone else's wife.
As for now, me and my heart will continue to love you, watch over you and keep you company whenever you need us.