Love Me Tender

If you cant say out loud that you love me.
If loving me would make you lose your focus in life.
If hearing my voice everynight cause you to fall.

At least tell me that and leave me comforted.
Don't stab me in my heart and run away.
I can't stop the bleeding, so please help me.

If you leave me, what would I do?
I can't start the day without thinking about you, can't end the day without your listening to your voice.
The pillow doesn't seem to be soft anymore, the blanket not comforting without hearing you say goodnight.
I'll really die if you just leave me.

So please, please love me tender.
Don't let me die.
Take pity on me, a stupid boy whose heart is wholly yours.

Stella

You will never understand how I feel.
Never to experience my heartache.
For you are not me.
You do not have a heart like mine.
You were not born to love, rather to be loved.
Heaven created you, that all men may adore your beauty.
Who could not love you?

I was made to love.
And love I have, I have always loved you.
Loved you from the very first time we met.
You will never ever understand what it means to be me, nor I to be you.
For we are different in every aspect.
I cannot expect the loved to love, or the one loving to understand what it feels to be loved.

You lived in a world without feelings.
With no emotions.
Everyday, the sky is bleak.
You don't dream, for it is not in your nature to dream.

I adored you from below.
You are like a star, so high up above me.
Shining so brightly, you are so beautiful.
I reach out my hands, but I cannot touch you.
My heart longs for you, but you can't feel it.
For a star cannot fall in love.
A star has lost its heart in return to be able to shine.

Do you know why stars fall from the sky?
That's cause they suddenly miss the feeling of being held by someone they love.
They look down from above, see that special destined someone that they love and fall in love.
That's why they fall from the skies and land on earth.

Perhaps you too fell when we first saw each other.
Fate is cruel, you lost your memories when you fell and remember me not.
Or maybe its not me that you saw.
Maybe, just maybe.
It was your prince charming on a white horse that you saw.

Thus I am not the prince in this fairytale.
I am but the boy who wished upon the star and fell in love with her.
The unrequited love in every fairytale there is.

Goodbye Sweet Love

I will always remain a teddy bear.
Someone you pour your heart out to after a long day.
I'm always here, I never leave you, always in love with you.
So that you can punch me, pinch me, kick me, squeeze me and then hold me tightly and cry.
I never learned how to love anyone with this much of love, more than I have ever loved myself until I met you.
Somehow you'd never know the boy that loves you so, you don't know me.
I gave you my heart, still warm, bleeding with love and beating for you.
You took it, held it for a moment and walked away.
I stood there watching as you walked away, beside that lucky guy.
I'm always just a friend, I'll never be able to melt your heart no matter how hard I try.
Now I know, its all over.
I'm just counting down my days until you meet a guy that will sweep you off your feet.
Then, on your wedding day.
As you exchange your marriage vows while holding my heart like a teddy bear.
Something soft and tender for you to squeeze as your own heart beats nervously.
This delicate heart of mine will turn to ash in your hands.

Stupid boy. Beautiful girl.

Joshua: My dear princess, how's thine homework thus far? I pray thee has finished all of it and are enjoying life right now (:



Princess: lol. Am I living in the ancient world with ancient English?


Joshua: Nay, my dear princess. We are living in the world of modernity. It is our destiny which was from the age before time. Forgive my rudeness dear princess, I have not wished thee this morning. Mine fate lies in thine hands, punish me as thee like.



*she stopped replying*



Joshua: I'm sorry..



Joshua: Will the princess not talk to me? Shall my existence be like that of a shadow? Princess, please forgive me..


Joshua: I don't know why the princess didnt reply me. Nor do I understand why the princess' phone is off. I can only guess that either the phone is out of battery or that I am at fault again. As always, I make the princess sad. I hurt the princess feelings with my selfish wants. Forgive me princess. You can dispose of me anytime you want. I am long overdue, the expiry date has passed for far too long. I never kept my promise of being just friends. We could never be friends as long as I have a heart that continues to beat for you. This heart belongs to you and will always love you, that is a fact I could never change. Throw me aside if you dont want me, for I know I am not of use. Rather, I am a nuisance.

After You

I blinked twice, to see if a girl who's fairer than the moon exists.
I looked up and thanked God I saw such a beautiful face.
I thought of you all the time, as though the universe revolved around you.
I never knew what was the meaning of giving up.
I cried myself to sleep and wished I was never born.
I felt for the very first time, what it means to be alone and to miss someone.
I longed to hold your hand and walk by your side.
I wished to caress your skin with my lips, and to run my fingers down your hair.
I tried so hard to make you love me too.
I cannot bear the thought of you saying "I do" to another man on your wedding day.

I loved you with all life's worth to love.

I prayed every night, that someday you'll give me your heart.
I dreamt dreams of holding you.
I knew what pain felt, what jealousy meant, what causes tears.
All after, I found you.

Pieces I

Meeting the girl of your dreams is no happily ever after start.

If she doesn't love you in return, that dream come true turns into a living nightmare.

I love her, I love her since the first day we met.

Time passed to quickly with her around, too painfully slow without her.

Even if she does not love me now, even if she does not return the love.

Even so, I will continue to love her.

Until the day the sky decides to take me back, I will love her now and even after I'm gone.

Maybe, just maybe someday she might miss me and remember all the crazy antics I've done just to get her attention.

I say, its worth it princess.