Shhh.. Everyone's asleep now.
Richard and Key in the left corner of the room and Vasan and Yuen Xing squeezed into his small bed above mine in the right corner of the room..
I envy them, such a merry couple.
They quarrel, argue, laugh, cuddle, cook, eat and even brush teeth together =)
They'll always have each other no matter how cold winter gets.
Their love will keep them warm.
In the silence of the night, I only have my anatomy book with me and nothing else.
I have 206 bones to memorize, in Latin and English yet I'm here because I miss you.
With no other way to contact you except to keep sending messages to your phone which I'm not even sure will reach or whether you'll read them, I decided that I'll just blog about it instead.
Not sure if you even know of the existence of this blog.
Nobody follows it anyways, just the ramblings of a hopeless romantic.
I made it because of you and for you a few days before SPM.
Guess what, its a one-year anniversary for this blog.
I miss you princess and its not even funny when I say I really do miss you till the breaking point of my heart.
Its been 286 days since the last time you called me to say we shouldn't talk anymore.
For whatever reason you may have, I'll still stand by my decision to continue loving you.
To wait on you, to hope with every ounce of my heart and to pray with every bit of my soul that one day you'll talk to me again and on that day..
I'll get to hear your laughter again.
Love is a crazy thing, yet I'm a crazy boy who's crazily in love with the perfectly lovable you which is crazily impossible for someone like me to ever win.
With all my heart,
Joshua.
