A Fever

25th November 2010- I woke up feeling kinda weird and groggy.
Today I'm having history paper for spm.
At the start of the exam, I noticed that I was feeling rather cold.
Something rather awkward for a hot blooded guy like me.
At the end of the first paper I was shivering and holding on to myself to keep warm.
I knew I had developed a fever somehow.
During the second paper, I was burning like hot potatoes.
I mouthed silent prayers, that I do not faint.
End of exam, I rushed to grandma's place where I found out that Ashley, my cousin sis has fever too.
My body was so hot that my grandma had to use ice to cool me down.
This was just the start of my problems.

Next day, I called princess.
She told me she had a fever on the same day and around the same time as me.
Somehow, all the anger and frustration I had just melted away.
Knowing that princess had a fever as well, kinda made this fever not so bad.
Cause this kinda connects us together.
I was relieved that princess had already recovered.
My heart was even contented with life when princess sent me a message on how to get well soon.
Life, seemed wonderful.

A few days passed, now's my 4th time going for blood tests.
I've got a viral+bacterial infection which caused my tonsil inflammation, leading to fever.
Multiple ulcers on my throat don't sound painful, IT IS PAIN.

I knelt down and prayed to God, the God I have prayed to since I was a kid.
The God who always seemed to be there whenever I called out to Him.
Somehow my God doesn't want me anymore.
I call but hear no answer.
I seek but find no hope.
I cry but receive no comfort.
My dear Father which art in heaven.
How long more do you wish to withold Thyself from me?